Who cares? I don't...

Why am I so nervous? Oh well. New chapter starting in my life i guess things do have to change eventually. I also have decided I hate my Job at the country club with a passion. Fcuk them all i say. Too god damn tired to go on a rant.

Soundtrack to my life??

Opening song: Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi

Waking up: Clocks - Coldplay

First date: Blinded by the Light - Manfred Mann

First kiss: This Kiss - Six Pence none the Richer

Falling in love: I drove all night - Roy Orbison

Working out: Somebody told me - The Killers

Seeing an old love: Lucky - Bif Naked

Heartbreak: You can go your own way - Fleetwood Mac

Driving fast: Burn (?) - Rob Zombie

Getting ready to go out: The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson

Partying with friends: I Believe in a thing called Love - The Darkness

Dancing at a club: Yeah - Usher

Flirting: I love Rock and Roll - Joan Jett

Feeling sexy: Black Betty - Ram Jam

Walking alone in the rain: Walking in Memphis

Missing someone: Song for the Lonely - (?)

Playing in the ocean: Pirates who don't do anything - Reliant K

Summer vacation: Smells like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

Fighting with someone: Fcuk this World - SlipKnot

Acting goofy with friends: Time Warp - Rocky Horror Picture Show...or Barbara Manatee

Thinking back: Boom Boom Boom Boom - Venga Boys (hahahaaaa)

Feeling depressed: Never Mind - Jann Arden

Christmas time: Nutcracker Ballet

Kareoke: Elephant Love Medley - Moulin Rouge

Falling asleep: Allegria - Cirque du Soleil

Closing song: Closing Time - Semisonic

Pause for thought...

Someone's MSN messenger name: "It dawned on me that I have an obsession with beer and women, and when I have one, I crave the other." what an interesting thought...

Musing

Why do people act the way that they do? Honestly. Like I mean why do people put on a show for others to get attention, while some don't have to do anything at all and yet they attract a crowd around them. Are we born with like this or is this something that we mould ourselves into? See there are those who are true of heart and don't have to say anything and people automatically are drawn towards them, and then there are those who no matter how much or how little they say still cannot attract people to them. Why is that? I really don't think that question can ever really be answered. Please don't mind the random rambling, it is 3 am in the morning and I am typing this in the dark and am very much struggling at it too. Like why do people have to lie or put on a show to get attention? Cuz honestly we really can see right through you, if it's not eight away thenn eventually. Like you can talk as much as you want, but unless you can really walk it well it is really only a matter of time before you will be uncovered. Anyways when a person does walk into our lives that doesn't vocally demand attention, yet still commands a room whenever they enter it why are we attracted to them? Is it becuase of the confidence that they exude? Or is it from a deeper element, an unconcious recongition of leadership perhaps. I have very rarely ever run into this kind of a person. Yet recently, very recently a person like this has entered my life and its like uh huh...weird. Why do we feel as though we have to bend down before them and worship them? They are still just people and seriously anyone can join that group. They just need to find within themselves that sort of quality that they have. I know of people around this individual who literally do fall down and worship them but why? Why should we do something like that? Do we really need to change ourselves, change who we are to gain acceptance from them? No we shouldn't. And see now the random rambling is definetly kicking into high gear. But i mean this person has constantly asked me to do things for them and i say no to them. They want me to follow themm somewhere yet i turn my back on them. Yet even though I do this they turn around and say "Hey, you're cool, I want to get to know you better." Like is it becuase they recongized one of their own or what? If someone can understand this, would it be possible to answer this question? They met someone who just won't say yes to them all the time. Weird Weird Weird. I don't know if I am analyzing this too closely, but then again if Newton hadn't looked to closely at the falling apple then where would we be today? Life is full of twists and turns. People enter and people leave, yet somehow they all seem to leave an unerasable mark in our lives. They have all affected us in one way or another. For better or for worse. Do people come into our lives to teach us something new about us that we didn't recognize before? Or what? Why do people come into our lives with a bang and within a very short period of time will be gone from it for a very very long if not forever. Life is very confusing to say the least, but no one ever said that it was going to be easy. I know for a fact that since this new person has come into my life that I certainly have learned quite a few things about life in general. Now here is a few things that this 'leader type person' has taught me...
*Do not pass judgement on people. Yes you may have heard a lot about them and their rep, yet do not write them off before you get to know them. Do not hate people before you even see them becuase that is only being based upon another persons attitude.*
*Just go with the flow. Live life as if there is no tomorrow. Don't regret anything that you do or else you will only just get hammered down.*
*Have an open mind. Minds are like parachutes, they work best when open. Listen to other peoples opinions and respect them and respect what they stand up for, even if you disagree with it. Ignorance is perhaps one of the worse things to beset our society.*
*Have confidence with what you do. Don't change who you are to beffit other people but be who you are. And be proud of who you are.*
*Don't attract attention to yourself, usually it will only backfire and result in negative attention.*
*Pateince is a virtue, unless you are drinking and are waiting for a waitress...*
*Confidence is the key.*
And so I will leave you with that list. Wow, how philosophical. Anyways, Bon Nuit! and Ciao!

Second Blog

So I set up a second blog today, it will be specifically for the stories that arise out of me being at the bar. Yes, most of these people are insane, but that is why it is so great to party with them! My Bar Stories!
do enjoy! Ciao!

Otay...

Well I guess this finally proves what others have been saying about me for years. And here I always thought that I was normal to a certain extent. But I guess that theory just got thrown out the window. But meh. I guess life goes on and I am just going to have to accept it that way.

Take the quiz: "How weird are you? !!PiX!!"

Dude...what wrong with you?
Congrats...you got my highest level of weirdness...props to you dawg..now remember it always fun to run blinfolded with scissors!

GERALDINE! GET YER ARSE OUT OF DEVINAH'S MOTHERBOARD! GRRRRR! Curses...(!)

AMEN TO THAT!!!!

VIVA LAS VEGAS!!!!!!! VIVA LAS VEGAS!!!!!!!! VIVA LAS VEGAS

Bloody Hell

Ok...well... I guess that about wraps up this joint. THAT'S IT! gaaaaah. I HOPE THEY ALL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fcuk me, i think i have gone and done. Ooooooh....curses, they should all die. WHY WHY WHY WAS I CURSED WITH SUCH IDIOT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!! *just lucky i guess!* NOT FUNNY......grrrrrrrr...curses.....curses on them all.....I AM FED UP WITH PEOPLE! NOTHING GOOD EVERLASTS FOREVER, NOT EVEN CLOSE TO IT!!!!!!!! Aieeeeeee! *runs into wall* WHERE'S THE FRIGGIN FRYING PAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Mustn't kill people......Mustn't kill people......ahhhh fcuk it........where's the frying pan........I'M A MOUSE NOW HEAR ME ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Squeek!!!!!!!!! CURSES....CUUUUUUURSES!!!!! GAAAAAAAH!!!!! ENJOY LIFE TODAY, YESTERDAY IS GONE AND TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank the gods for exclamation marks....i know i overuse them but THIS IS MY BLOG AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! *JUDO CHOP!*
Hmph...stupid ugly old rich people....sitting around doing nothing and then wanting to go out and make themselves feel better....GET A FCUKIN LIFE!!!!!!!! YOU'RE OLD AND UGLY SO JUST SIT AT HOME AND PLAY BINGO!!!!! CUZ HONESTLY WE DON'T WANT TO REALLY SERVE YOU!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY IF YOUR A FCUKIN COCK TO US!!!!!!!!!!! Rightio....well now i feel much better....ahhhhhh....(!) ciao!

Rightio...(?)

Bars are great. There we go...nuthin can beat a bar i have decided. Oh and I have almost been fully completely corrupted. Thank you too all of you's who helped me reach that state of person. Oh and I have a wicked bruise on my leg...actually two wicked bruises on both legs. One from being bitten (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) and the other from being shot with a b-b gun (again YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) bloody hell. Biten and shot...what else could possibly happen? How about lots! to say the least....*evil grin crosses face, with shifty eyes* Thursday was great...had a grand time at Outlaws...a few interesting things occured...but I dunno if a public post is really the proper place for such activities... Lets see...25 cent draft...'nuff said. Tonsil hockey with some girl...had my arse grabbed by a guy...crashed at Cam's. Devinah passed out. White Rum and Orange Juice is surprisingly good, especially at 5am... beware of abs...and do not...i repeat DO NOT SAY BITE ME around Cam... *rubs yellow and purple bruise on leg*...
Friday was intersting...Tequila was shyte to say the least...stayed two hours, but got some flattering comments! Yeay Me! Went to house party at Cam's...he got arrested earlier so that was actually a very interesting story....crashed at Devinah's....Saturday Night! COMPLETE SHIT SHOW!!!! Went Car shopping in the afternoon and bought a sunfire...pick it up wednesday....Went to Dianna's for a pre-pre-drink and then went to Cam's for the pre-drink. WORD OF ADVICE! DON'T DRINK ON AN EMPTY STOMACH! Had a grand time....got plastered...and also shot with a b-b gun...thank you Cam for yet another bruise... Took train to 17 ave, went to Tequila. Had a fun time pretending to be sober as the doorman examined me...thank God he turned around whenn he did...just about fell over....Got inside, and basically started dancing right away...but then i got really woozy almost passed out... and then got sick in the bathroom. Very surprised i didn't get kicked out, but hey...it is good to be discreet...Danced with some people, and then a girl named Nancy and I started dancing, and that lead to yet another round of Tonsil Hockey... then we were shoved on stage by Cam and that was tonz o' fun once again. Danced with Nancy and then chic named Karja joined us...and then just as I thought things couldn't get better...well...got licked at the same time by both girls on my cheeks...WHOA! first time something like that has ever happened... then we got kicked off the stage...meh...started dancing yet again...then Cam grabbed me and started dancing with me....that lasted a few seconds before we went our seperate ways...danced some more with Nancy...and then we had a H2H convo while we sat...very good one to say the least...but I can only remember certain bits of it...then after that we walked a long time in the rain and ended up in Mount Royal...people had a political conversation, I called a cab....got picked up....made it back to Dianna's by 4:30 am? I can't remember the exact time...but that doesn't really matter. So yeah....a most excellent weekend indeed...Sunset on Thursday to Sunrise on Sunday...pure complete utter drunkeness...and a ton of stories to tell the world... Yes...indeed...ciao!

So!

So yeah, there once was this guy and he was like whaaaa, and the girl across from him was like whooo? And then her friend was like Whyyyy? And then her boyfriend was like Slap my Ass and call me Sally. And then they lived happily ever after. Why is it possible that this kind of Scenario would take place in Hollywood and actually work? I really don't understand it. Hmmmm...that hamburger was scrumtious, to bad it was full of E-Coli. Hey! Maybe E-Coli gave it that extra bit of flavouring! Oh. But I better not get sick for tonight cuz tonight I'm going to Outlaws (Yehaaaw!) Yay me, going back to the bar! And what is this pre-drink that I am hearing about? Meh. I wonder what this night will hold in store. And then what about tomorrow? Ah. Sleep. A return to Sweet Transexual. Land of Night, and we will do the Time Varp again! Ha Ha! Right. Wow. I am in such a weird mood. And i think i shall go off now and doing something meaningless...ciao!

What an Excellent Day for an Exorcism

Bite Me. Bite me hard.
BITE ME BITE ME BITE ME BITE ME
Why are people so weird
Uh oh...it is turning into one of those things
I hope I don't sound like a cow...besides I don't have an udder
*People are Idiots*
right, what are you smoking over there?
News Flash: Hell has Frozen Over and I am not Satan...
goof off fumes
ok, don't kill too may brain cells then
I just bought 20 cakes from safeway...
Never mind that safeway cakes are shit....
but I bought them because a) They were on Sale and b) i wanted to laugh at myself for baking a cake last night
Everyone is horny
thank the Gods that at least some people have learned to control it

Pause for thought
People are Fcukwads

fcuk fcuk fcuk
Hello Mrs. McCopplepot! and how are we today? Oh good thank you Mrs. McCopplepot
stoooooopid freakin Bungo Drumming Twirling Hippy Yappin googleyed fruit loops...
she's a fcukin FRUITLOOP
oh my...i seem to have misplaced my marbels
WHAT TO DO
I think i have lost my sanity
If only we was among friends...or sane persons
One must wonder why people are people?
Whaaaaaaa...
I'm the Devil, Now kindly undue these straps
Rightio
You think you're so cool
gandhi was a monk
a monk is ghandi
shut up
shut up
shut up
Ooooh
Time to fly
Time to die
Time to yell
Time will Tell
can you explain to me the singular universal mathematical equation uniting the cosmos and human thoughts? Exactly i think not. Thank god they shut up.
Looks like I've been possessed by someone I know...starts with a G...
I am God? Really?
Since when?
Some people should not have kids
Mullets are not hot
You friggin Red Neck White Trash Grass Smokin Hicks
Got to love Bragg Creek People
They know not what they do wyet they do know what they are doing
In the Virgin Mary's own words...Come Again!
Wow. Now I have really gone and done it now haven't i?
I think i should stop writing now. Why do i do this to myself?
Sweet Caroline
Birds of Share
Ooooh
I feel so beautiful today
uh huh
well
i
don't
know
Dun dun du du duuuuuuun! du dun dun
Whoa Black Betty a bam a ram
I am twitching
Ok enuf.
Ciao!

Pause for thought...

Never underestimate the predictability of Stupidity.

9th Symphony

Do you know what nemesis means? It is a righteous infliction of retribution manifested by an appropriate agent, personified in this case by an audible count, me.

Indeed. Is it a human thing to try and be the best one can be? I mean it is obvious when it comes to athletics, just look at the Olympics that are going on right now! But what about other areas of ones life? Is it normal to feel competition there? I mean if some guy in my class plays the piano, is it normal to try and be better than said guy? I dunno. I am not a very competitive person, yet I am at the same time. If some person gets a car...I'll go out and make sure that I get a nicer car. Sometimes it is a good thing, yet other times it is a bad thing. Yes because competition has resulted in many many wars, fights, ended friendships and other mishaps through out the history of humanity. So is competition really a good thing? Well damn right it is. Without compeition honestly where would we be? Compeition eally has been a blessing upon humanity. It has been a way to strive to be the best, to lift our spirits. Inspire us, carry us. Competition has resulted in many of the inventions that we now consider a part of daily life. It has been transposed into music, and through that outlet our highest hopes have been achieved and manifested into an actual field. Competetion is an absolute heartache yet it is such a stimulant. An addictive drug we cannot rid ourselves with. So I do believe my question has been answered. We are born competitors. And cut. That is enough philospohical discussions for today. The forum is now open. Ciao!
(Sorry but my brain is really hurting from actually thinking this morning, and it is only 9 am...no one should be awake at this ungodly hour...)

The Wonders of Diesel...

Fcukin Diesel. Fcukin so-called bar*stars* who wear Diesel and think they are better then the rest of us. Pish Posh with you though darlings. If you want to be a proper bar*star* you gotta own more than just diesel...how about some Versace, Gucci and Armani? Don't think you are so great there by wearing Diesel. Diesel is a cheap~ass label with a bunch of 'designers' and marketers who have over inflated their prices in order to be more "exclusive". Bull Shit. They bloody well fcukin sell Diesel stuff at Winners. Winners! I can go into almost any mall in Calgary and buy Diesel. Good luck trying to even find something from Armani in Winners let alone any given mall in Calgary. Ha. Good luck even trying to find Versace! five stores in Calgary, that is it that sell anything Versace (clotheswise). And even those five stores rarely ever have Versace in stock. Even friggin Burberry is hard to find. I mean, I can go around and buy a $150 Diesel Shirt that a ton of other guys are most likely gonna own, or I can go out, spend the time looking for a rare Armani shirt and drop the money there to have a shirt very few other Calgarians are gonna own. Even Armani Jeans T-Shirts are more exclusive that Diesel. AND I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT! Even Hugo Boss is more exclusive and even I won't buy a Hugo Boss T cuz I'd rather spend the money on a Versace or Armani. And Gucci is out of the picture...not even available in Calgary. Period. Now mind you Boss has some very nice sweaters that I own and love to wear. But I mean seriously these so-called bar*stars* that wear Diesel think they are so uppity. Well have I got news for you! I wonder how many of those "bar*stars*" I saw at Tequila the other night actually own an Armani T, let alone Versace or D&G? Probably very few of them! Like I wore Armani to school, that was a known fact. But I mean one day when I was walking down the halls and a Junior Bar*star* in the grade above me stopped me and was like "Armani Jeans? Jesus Fcukin Christ! Too good for the rest of us?" and here is a guy wearing Diesel shirt, jeans and messenger bag saying this to me! How about that! Now I give points to the genuine Bar*Stars* the ones that own more than Diesel. For example you are not a real bar*star* unless you can wear Versace or Armani or Burberry or Prada or Dolce & Gabbana. I mean the field is wide open. But to be the real deal...don't buy diesel, it is a line of clothes made for the cheapskates who want to think they are bar*stars*. Yes. I will show them. You think you can upstage me? Good luck. And to those who are the true fans of diesel, it is a nice line of clothes but for those who try to make it look exclusive. Pish Posh with you. Next time you want to come and play in the big leagues, get some nicer clothes, or just throw a Prada bag on your side and a t-shirt other than Diesel. Well...Ciao!

I've tasted Blood!

So...this past Friday night I was out and about on the town. What excitement. Oh yes indeed. Three different bars, pissed out of my mind, yes quite a good night indeed. Started off with a train ride to 17th, there was aguy on the seat across from me who was singing along with his discman, and then when he got off he attempted to also dance along with it. How sad and pathetic. As soon as he got off, everyone around him burst out laughing, oh it was fcuktastic. But that brings me to this point...how can people not realize how friggin terrible they are at singing and dancing? Like really...American Idol started that off especially with William Hung (Who is fcukin horrible) and that guy who sang "like a virgin"...fcukin horrible again. Get a life please! Some of you people...you know who you are GET A LIFE! So once I got down to the club it was a ton o' fun. I got shit faced so very quickly, but did I have a good time? HELL YA! And then I ended up at a gay bar. Now that was interesting. But unfortunately it was very much dead, but oh well. And then after that it was yet to another bar. How fun. Three bars in one night. I'd say that is pretty damn impressive if I may say so myself. Considering I haven't really gone out yet since I turned 18. But I have decided that some people are so weird. I mean this one guy kept pulling me aside just for randomn stuff, it was weird. I mean this guy pulled me aside to watch him ride a bull thing at Outlaws. and then after I watched I was back out on the dance floor, and then I was pulled off to take a shot of Jager, so after that I was back out on the dance floor, and then I was pulled off yet again and this time the guy just stood there and smoked, not a word was spoken or anything. Yes it was very nice of him to buy me a shot of jager, but then again this was the same guy I watched kiss another guy earlier that evening so I didn't know what to think. Oh well. He seemed really nice. Meh. But see now I am puzzled. Why are people the way people are? I don't know if that makes any sense at all, but like are we born with our personality or do we take it on by going through experiences in life. I know that there have been numerous studies into this, but I don't know. Anyways I am gonna sign off now considering I don't know how much sense I am making right now. I swear that Veggie quesdilia was spiked with something i feel so weird right now. But meh. By the way Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia means a fear of long words. How ironic. Anyways, Ciao!

Lunchtime and Fcukwads

Ok...it is confession time. I love lunch time. It is a time when everyone sits around, eats their food and has a good time with good company. Now these lunch time conversations can cover some very diverse and very interesting topics.
For example:
Coke is used to clean off blood from highways, and is generally a good linolium cleaner as well.
Gummy Bears are made out of left over horses
McDonald's hamburgers are made out of cow faces
Mary Poppins is my Mother
The Three G pixies are in fact evil
And apparently I am on some very good drugs (?...meh)
But seriously. I love lunch time...not only at work, but also at school. It is a break from the salt mines where we have a chance to relax, eat and talk with friends. It is just an overall good time. The best lunches are when goes off the premises to go and eat, becuase that way you can fully clear your mind and breath. For example going out to lunch at Mac's or Boston Pizza while at school. It is a way to clear your mind and enjoy the people around you. However, lunch time can also be a terrible time of day for some. If there is someone that you cannot stand at all, and they are continually hanging out with you, it is enough to drive someone to murder or insanity. These people can ruin whole days for those around them, so that is why it is best to avoid them at all costs. And this group of people, which by the way is unfortunately very larger and growing almost daily, has a name. They are the "Why won't you fcuk off" group, better known as the Fcukwads. And unfortunately they never learn that they are unwelcome. Grrrrrrrr these people drive me up the wall. They are annoying, depressing, compaining, whining and inmature. And half the time they want to be the centre of attention. Now I have been on both sides of this. Trying to work my way in, but at the same time trying to keep others out. When a very close friendship develops between certain people, stay out of their way, or you'll just get hurt. See I learned when I am not welcome somewhere, so I leave, and go somewhere else. However a lot of other people have not yet learned this, and so they try and work their way into the space of close friends. Well the Fcuk with them. Hmph, they don't even get a pish posh for that. Friends of the world Unite! And fight off those bloody Fcukwads! Well...it is time for me to go. Mary Poppins has just arrived with some Hot Shephards pie from Ireland, so I must now gorge myself on that. Well...Toodles!
Ciao!
ps: Fight off the Fcukwads!

Bittersweet Day...yes indeed

Today is a bitter~sweet day in the life of Roo. For the First time in two months The Sheriff and her Deputy are to be fully broken up. Since meeting a few months ago and agreeing to protect the world by serving copious amounts of Alcohol these two fine souls have indeed done much to further the cause of Humanity. From their secret hideout at Pinebrook and communitcating over the internet, phones and text messaging the world is now much safer. But all that is going to change as these two go their seperate ways. Who knows what terrors will now take over. But this is something that we cannot control. Only time will tell. Yes. The world certainly shall miss the Wonderful Sheriff and her Deputy. But on the same note, there is a promotion that has to be broadcasted. The Fabulous Devina Pixie has been promoted to Secretary General of the Forces against all things Evil. It is a marvelous day whenever a promotion occurs, but today is so much more special because it is rare that anyone is ever promoted to Secretary General. So on behalf of all things good, Congratulations are in Store for Devina Pixie. Three cheers for Devina! Hurrah...Hurrah...Hurrah! But yes. And onto other news. Gustafer has arrived back from Abu Dhabi, his parcel landed at 10:76tm last night. So now he will hopefully be more behaved. So far no sheet fires and other miscreant activities. Nicolas has officially ended his Hunger Strike as he finally decided that banning all choclate would not be a good thing for humanity as a whole. However Anastasia is a bit on edge these days, it seems that she is getting closer and closer to turning red-eyed, but I am still confident that, that will still not occur. It seems that Geraldine has found a new way to terrorize the general population. It seems that a horde of Hobo spiders is moving into the general area and they like to eat people. How naughty of her to do such a thing. Pish Posh, uh huh. Well...it seems that it is time to run away then. Yes. I shall fly away with Mary Poppins and her talking umbrella, and we will float across the Big Blue Puddle on a cloud. That way the spiders can't get us because of the salt. But yes, so once we land in France, Mary Poppins will drive all the spiders out of France, and she will forever be known as Saint Mary of Poppins. And then we can have Tea with the Moon, and dance on the clouds like they do in Moulin Rouge while the Moon sings with us! And then all of the glitter will fall from the sky and follow Brad Pitt around...and there will be fireworks also! :D But we'll stay out of the woods becuase of the things we must not speak of. Yes indeed. It has been a very bittersweet day for Roo. And so ends by Blog Report. Stay tuned in for the next blog report..."Bubble-Gum-Pink Bathroom Fixtures and Venom Spitting Millipeds!"
Until then...Ciao!

Let's see what happens when...

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

The ULTIMATE Survey thingy

This thing took me a friggin' long time to do...so do please Enjoy!

*************YOU, YOU, YOU***************

What is your full name? Robert Andrew Henwood

1. Nicknames? Drew, Andy-Roo, Roo, Newfy, Newfy-Gee, Sir Rugo, Rugo, The Deputy, Malcom the Muppet, The Friendly-Shoeless-Mailman-Newfy
2. B-day: June 19!
3. Age: 18 and a bit
4. Sex: Hmmm...tuffy there, last time I checked I was a Male
5. Social Security: Let me think about that...NO!
6. Where do you live: Calgary
7. What school do you attend?: Just graduated from Springbank High
8. Siblings? Lance and AJ
9. Pets: Ming and Daisy the Cats, Zeana and Tess the Gods, and Floe the Fish
10. Zodiac Sign: Gemini
11. Righty or Lefty: Righty, but I can write with my Left it just looks like Shyte
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: Brown at the moment (How unexciting) but it does quite often change colours like Black, Red, Blond, or all four at once!
13. Eye color: Eyes? I have eyes? Oh! You want their Colour?! Ok, they are Soft Blue!
14. Height: My Drivers Licencse says that I am 168cm...so about 5'9" i believe?
15. Do u wear contacts or glasses? I wear contacts...yes
16. Do you have any piercings?: I have four, and all of them are in my ears...
17. Where do you want more?: I wouldn't mind my Cartilage at the top being pierced
18. Do you have a tattoo?: Not yet *evil grin* Come here Shiva! Stand still as you get attached to my back now!
19. If so what and where, if not where would you get it?: I would get the dancing Shiva on my upper back
20. Do you wear any rings?: Yup! In my ears! and sometimes on my index finger and pinky
21.Do you have a certain fashion you follow?: It all changes, depending on my mood, some days I look as though I just got off a catwalk in Milan or Napoli, while other times I look as though I just came from the Gap...My clothes range from High Fashion to Casz stuff
23. How are you today?: Fantabulous! I just got back from lunch and it is a
b-e-a-utiful day outside, but I am a little on the groggy side of things though...
24. What pants are you wearing right now?: My cool lightweight khakis! Good for summer oi!
25. What shirt are you wearing right now?: Uhmmm...my T from Saint Tropez, France that I got while I was there, and my Hugo Boss Sweater
26. What underwear are you wearing right now?: Boxers?!
27. What does your hair look like at the moment? Hat Hair, I just took off the infamous Diesel Hat (Those who are in the know, know what I am talking about!)
28. What song are u listening to right now?: The Peacock Song by Bif Naked
29. What was the last thing u ate ?: A big bowl of Rice Vermicelli and Spring Rolls from this Vietnamese restaurant nearby
30. How is the weather right now?: Sunny, Hot, no Wind, Gorgeous day indeed!
31. Last person you talked to on the phone: My Dad, talking about buying a car for me!
32. Last Dream you can remember: I was living out in the country in Europe and these Aliens landed in a flying Castle (Just like in the Rocky Horror Picture Show) and they were invisible and all the Grade 11 students at S-Bank had to go fight them, and my Grandma was their leader. Anyways, the Aliens possessed them and my Grandma fell into a lake, and then I woke up...weird dream Aye!
33. Who are you talking to right now?: The Computer Screen, and Anastasia, and Nicolas
34. What time is it?: The clock says 1:37 pm
************More about YOU!*****************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number?: hmmm...which phone, you can have my work, my cell, or my home, or my other home, or the other cell, or the other cell, or the other work phone...lots...so here's my cell then i guess 8843
36. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? I would be a metallic Blue with stips of silver coursing throughout me!
37. Have u ever almost died? A few times, yes...uhmmm...i think three or four times now...StAy AwAy! OoooOOOOOooooo...(!)
38. Do u like the person that sent u this? Sure...though it is now on me Blog!
39. How do you eat an Oreo? In thirds...and I only eat them when I am watching a horror movie...lets me know that I am still alive!
40. What makes you happy? My Piano, the Mountains, the Sun, driving with all the windows and sunroof open, My Music blasting, travelling, memories, my friends, Lunch Hours, Movies, Restaurants, Shopping, and Lounging by pools, Swimming, walking, thinking, and Bars...
41. What's the next CD you are going to buy?: Either Bif Naked or AFI...
42. What religion/denomination are you?: Uhmm...Discordian
43. What's the best advice ever given to you? Enjoy Life Today, live for the Moment, Stop and Smell the Roses, think Happy thoughts, The Simple Things are the Biggest things...
44. Have u ever won any special awards? Yup...a few throughout my life thus far
45. What are your future goals? To become an architect, and own a Rolls Royce Corniche, and Retire in the South of France...
46. Do u like to dance? yes
48. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? Oh Gawd...uhmmm...there are toooo many instances that can be named right now. Perhaps it was uh...oh my...i don't know...i'll let you know later!
49. What's your favorite memory? THE GRAD PARTIES!!!ALL OF THEM!!! The Cruise in the Caribbean, and Belize with all the friday night escapaders!
50. If u could change 1 thing bout yourself what would it be? I would have a six-pack..
51. Where do you shop the most?: Uhmmmm...all over...Right now its Henry Singer and Holt Renfrew in a tie, and after that is either the Gap, or Club Monaco
52. How many kids do you want to have? 4
53. Son's names? Matthew and Mark
54. Daughter's names?: Ajanna (Pronounced Aye-anna) and Madeline
55. Do you do drugs?: NO!!
56. Do you drink?: Yes...all the time! You can't live without water you know! Oh...you mean alcoholic stuff...at Mynt Lounge, and House Parties
57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?: Got2be
58. What sport do you hate the most?: Baseball! What a friggin terrible sport!
59. What are you most scared of? SpIdErS, the three G-pIxIeS, and the creatures from the Village
60. How many TV's do you have in your house? Oh my...lots...uh...7 total
61. Do you have your own? Nope...saving up for a small plasma screen though
62. Phone lines? In the house? Two...but I have my own cell
63. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: No...but I have Painter who looks out over me
64. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? I really did a good job on ym ankle two years ago, couldn't walk for a few days, and was out of gym class for about two weeks, oh and I chipped my Elbow this past winter by falling on ice...ouch
65. Who do you dream about? Brad Pitt...yum...and I once had a dream where I became good friends with Julia Andrews and Angeline Jolie
66. Who do you tell your dreams to? Hayley and Bonnie
67. Who are the loudest friends you have? JESS!!! then Andrea...wait...Melanie...Melanie is definetly on top of that list
68. Who's the quietest friend? Melanie is...definetly Melanie
69. Is cheerleading a sport? I would say yes...it doesn't look that easy
70. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?: Ewww! Tootsie Pops! I hate Tootsie Pops...blech
*********YOU and LOVE*********
72. Do you believe in Love? Sure
73. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: single and loving every moment of it
74. Do you have a crush?: Yes...and who it is? Well...that is for priveleged people only!
75. Who is your crush?: answered in previous question
76. Did you send this to your crush? yes...my crush is my blog...i dunno, they might end up reading it though!
77. Do you believe in Love at first sight? Normally no...but you know, it seems to happen quite a bit in the movies so I am gonna say yes...
78. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? A two week Mediterranian Cruise, followed by a week in Paris!
79. What song do you want played at your wedding? I don't know yet...but I'm thinking Come What May from Moulin Rouge...very good love song.
80. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Hair, eyes, and smile
81. Who is your Longest Crush?: Again not telling for fear of word getting out to them... ;-) but those in the know, know!
82. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? My Soul mate?
83. Do you find yourself attractive? Uh...sure!
84. Do you find yourself ugly? Hmm...no not really
85. Do others find you attractive? I don't know, I really don't ask
86. Are you a virgin?: Perhaps ;-)
*****ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)*****
89. Boxers or briefs:
91. Curly or straight hair?:
92. Tall or short:
93. Six pack or muscular arms:
94. Good or bad guys:
95. Hat or no hat:
96. Ears pierced or not:
97 tan or no tan:
98. Totally shy, or octopus arms:
99. Stubble or neatly shaven:
100. Rugged or sporty:
101. Studly or cutie:
102. Accent or not:
103. Glasses?:
104. Smart or dumb:
105. What sport should he play?:
106. Dependent (whipped) or independent:
*****ON GIRLS FOR GUYS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT(for guys only)*****
108. Painted nails or not: Painted nails are cool
109. Regular or sports bra: Hmmmm...sports
111. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: In the middle there
113. Dark or blonde hair: Blond
114. Long or short hair: Mid Length, but I think short is cool
115. Curly or straight hair: Straight
116. Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes: Crazy Cool
117. Long or short nails: Mid-Length again, long nails can be really gross
118. Hat or no hat: Depends on the person
119. Good or bad girl: A bit of both ;-)
120. Hair up or down: Down, but really whichever one the person with the long hair wants
121. Jewelry or none: Some Jewellary
122. Tall or short: Middle again
124. Accent or no accent: Accents are hot
125. Pants or dress: depends on the person again
126. Tan or fair: Tanned
127. Glasses: Contacts? But some girls can really pull the glasses off
128. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: A bit of both
129. Freckles or none: some
130. Shy or outgoing: in the middle again
131. Funny or always cool: Funny, but knows when to be serious
132. Talkative or shy: Not too talkative, that can be bad
*****Pick One: THIS OR THAT***********
133. Lights on/off: off
134. sun or rain?: Depends on my mood and season, in summer it MUST be sunny, and it can only rain during Thunderstorms, while in April, May, October, and November it can only Rain.
135. Mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (Burger King)?: NEITHER! A and Dub
136. Do u like scary or happy movies better?: I like both a lot, but I like Happy Movies
137. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC: Uhmmm...they both can die....Yes? How about Bif Naked?
138. On the phone or in person?: In Person...definetly
139. Paper or plastic?: whaaaa?
140. sausage or pepperoni?: Jerky? I like jerky lets say that!
141. Summer or winter? I love all of the seasons...Summer for the Warmth, Winter for the Snow!
142. hugs or kisses?: Hugz!
143. Milk, Dark or White Chocolate? Milk Choclate! Especially Bernard Choclate!
144. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Sprite
145. Glass half full or half empty?: Half Full
146. CD or Tape: CD
147. Dogs or Cats? Cats!
149. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Chocolate pudding (ENR summa 2002...LMAO!!!!!!!)
150. Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla
151. Skiing or Boarding: Skiing...yup
152. Day or night: Both have their pluses...so Both...(!)
153. Cake or pie: CAKE
155. Diamond or pearl: Diamonds!
156. sunset or sunrise: Sunrise (tho i am never ever up that early) cuz that way you've still got the whole day ahead, and Sunset too!
***************YOUR FAVS*******************
157. Color? Blue
158. Food: Teryakie Chicken, Cheeseburgers...oooh! Strawberry Milkshakes!
159. Fast Food: A and Dub
160. Candy: Reese's Pieces
161. Beverage: Strawberry Milkshake, and Sprite!
162. Ice Cream Flavor: Vanilla Soft Ice Cream, and Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Hard Ice Cream
163. Sport: To play...Soccer, to watch...Football, or Hockey!
163. Animal: Llamas and Cats and Dogs
164. Fave type of music? A little of everything, Pop-Punk, Punk, Metal, Hip-Hop... and lotsa other stuff too
165. Radio Station?: CJAY 92! and Vibe 98.5
166. Song: Lots out there...uhmmm...The Peacock Song, Spaceman, Lucky, Dawning on Me all by Bif Naked...The Beautiful People, Smells like Teen Spirit, I Love Rock and Roll, We're Not Gonna Take It, Save Up all your Tears, I feel So Beautiful, Black Betty
167. Group: BiF nAkEd!! AFI, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana, Joan Jett, Social Code, Sum41, Blink 182, Linkin Park
168. Number: 13, 23
169. Fav. Actor or Actress? Brad Pitt, Angelina Jolie, Orlando Bloom, Lindsay Lohan, Sean Astin, Seth Green
170. Fav. day of the year? Christmas
171. Fav. month? July, December
172. TV show? The Simple Life (1 & 2), CSI:Las Vegas, Celebrities Uncensored, The Assistant, The Real World, Room Raiders, Sex and the City
173. Store? Henry Singer, Holt Renfrew, Gap, Club Monaco, Le Chateau, Winners, Underground
174. Scent: Forests, or oceans
175 Board Game? Trivial Pursuit or Monopoly
176. Will this thing EVER end? Doesn't seem like it!
177. Saying? Go big or go Home...or Enjoy the Simple things in Life
HAVE YOU EVER********
178. Loved someone so much it made you cry? Hmmmmm...no
179. Drank? Of Course!
181. Ever gotten dumped?: Yes
182. Broke the law? mmmhmmm...yuppz
183. Ran from the cops?: Yes
185. Stole something? Yes
186. Tried to kill yourself? No, thank Eris
187. Made yourself throw up? Yes
189. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Nope
************* A FiNaL NoTe*******************
190. Do you like filling these out: If and when I'm bored----
--------Scully...Look! An Alien
--Ah Shit man!
-------Take me to your Leader!!
*lol*
195. what song you listenin to NOW?: Something by Rob Zombie...

Hmmm...sounds about right?!

Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"

Discordian
You're a rebel at heart. If someone is wearing black, you will wear white. Basically, you do the opposite of every one else. You may hold some type of religious belief, but it's doubtable. Lastly, you're a fine person to speak with... Perhaps a little on the strange site, but who isn't these days?

Ok...sounds good to me I guess?! Teheheheheeee...Praise Eris! And Horis and the Atan...speaks in libs...Don't eat Yellow Snow....Such divine Wisdome! OooooOOOOooo!

I wonder as I wander...Oi!

Grrrrr...Some people just drive me insane. Hmph. Not to name names, Craig, I mean...oops! Did I just say that out loud...I shouldn't do it again, Yeah Jay, Oops! Silly me. Grrr...I just hate it when incompetent fools, no, idiots are placed into management. Yes. I have learned something about the real world and that is Idiots are everywhere. I mean, it is one thing to throw out someones dinner if you ask them, but to throw everyones out, without consulting them. Grrrr...I just want to fcukin break Craig. Bloody Fcukin Bastard. Then again, he is a 30 year old guy driving a beater, and still living at his Mom's, and working as a server. F.A.I.L.U.R.E. Yes. And then there is Jay. Hmph. Moody as Hell, and he needs to learn how to calm the fcuk down. Holy shyte how the heck did he ever get to be assistant manager? He is a terrible people person, is extremely, EXTREMELY unprofessional, and is extremely rude to the staff. So what if he didn't graduate from High School, he blames it on the fact that his Dad passed away. Yes, I am sorry that his Dad passed away. However he shouldn't use that kind of an event as an excuse. I have some very good friends who have had their Father's, or Mother's pass away. Whether it be sudden or slow. I have seen it all. And they have been able to graduate to problem with very very good grades. It is a lousy and very poor excuse to do that. So bonus for Jay for getting into some sort of managment, but he gets an F (As in F.A.I.L.U.R.E.) for blaming the death of his father as an excuse from not graduating from High School. Ok...that is enough of that Ranting and Raving for Today. Now I am very, very hungry. Time to get some fud. Until Later on, Ciao!

Kewl!

As most of you have come to recognize, I like my quizes...just look in my archive. Anyways, so On my journeying around on the great blog, I kinda stumbled upon this one. It won't let me show the results on the blog, but I can tell you it was Hilarious...it completely made my morning...anyways, I pasted the link below and I am recommending that everyone give it a try at least once. But the only thing is though that you gotta be honest, but I will leave that up to you...
Ciao! and enjoy!

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1091720513xkt

Ahhh...oh so Hungry...

How sad...I am very hungry, but I am too lazy to get up out of my chair and go buy a muffin. But the pain...Ahhh, I like breakfast, yes I do, but the days should be 48 hours long, that way there is more time for everything...like breakfast.
Lions, and tigers, and muffins, Oh My!
Lions, and tigers, and muffins, Oh My!
Lions, and tigers, and muffins, Oh My!
Hmmmmmmmmm...food.......gah gah gah
Food glorious food!
Hot Sausage and Mustard!
While were in the Mood,
Cold Jelly and Custard!
Ahhhhahhhhhhahhhhhahhhhh...fud!
Yum Yum!
I love Pancakes, ah, pancakes and syrup! Oh, with a side of fresh strawberry's, or Blackberry's, or even Blueberry's, but not Raspberry's. French Toast with cinammon sprinkled on top, and Maple Sausages on the side...freshly cooked potatoe bits as well. Toast with jelly, s-strawberry jelly, or peanut butter! A cool glass of whipped Orange Juice...ah! Whipped Orange Juice and Champagne (NOT sparkling wine)...Hot Croissants, fresh from the oven! Oh Gawd! I think I'm gonna loose it! Hot Croissants with a side of hot Fruit sprinkled with Brown Sugar...it's almost Orgasmic! Hmmmmmm...Crepes...Hot Strawberry's wrapped in a crepe, topped off with some whipped creme, cold strawberry's and cinammon. Eggs Benedict! Awwwwwww...Hot poached eggs topped with smoked salmon, in between warm Foccachia Bread...then smothered in Hollandaise sauce! Yummmmmmmmmm! And here I am, gonna settle for a muffin...but Oh well...Muffins are jsut as good as anything else, especially when you are hungry! Ai, isn't that the truth there now! Yes...Food...that's it...i gotta get my hands on something...uhhhhhm...food...
For food!
Marvouls food!
Wonderful food!
Magical food!
Fabulous food!
Beautiful food!
GLORIOUS FOOD!
Ciao!

I swear....GRRRRRRR!

So the world officialy ends this coming friday. It seems that the planets will all align in such a way that all of the titans and demonic trees will begin to wreak havoc in our lives. And the fact that I can't find Gerladine, Gurt and Gustafer is a slight problem as well. BATTEN DOWN THE HATCHES! All HELL IS GONNA BREAK LOOSE! Head for the hills... I fcukin hate pikies, pixies and dags....
Stooooooooopid friggin pixies. ShIvA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why the hell did you curse our lovely planet with these monstrosities?! There goes your weekly bowing session for the next three years...
Bad Shiva...Bad Shiva
Oh that's right, you just keep dancing there why don't you...pish posh.
What is this world coming too? I mean the Isreali government has been caught spying, and their spies were found to have Canadian passports. How dare that country tarnish and degrade our Fine country like that. I am not anti-semitic or anything like that. But Friggin eh! We don't want to have anything to do with a country bent on the destruction of the palestenian people. Grrrrrrr. Why do countries of the world do that? Go spy on eachother, but steal other nations passports first. Stupid Israeli's. Would someone please pie Ariel Sharon please? He needs a wake up call that he is hated around the world. And the same thing with George Dubya. No, don't pie George, through a two by four smothered in Canadian beef at him please! For goodness sakes! He sent New York, New Jersey and Washington D.C. into a tizzy with the hyping up of the terror alert. Everyone is one edge there almost expecting Al Qaeda to strike. Except little did the general public know that the information used to justify that terror alert is before friggin' 9/11!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Someone please do something about this out of control neocon red neck gun totin republican. Sending entire cities into high alert based on information from 2000. GET A FCUKIN LIFE GEORGEY BOY! For fcuks sakes! Yes it may be election year, but face it. YOU'RE GONNA LOOSE! and rightfully so. You are by far the worst president of ALL time in the United States. Lying to the public about War, trying to cover up the fact you were somewhat aware of Al Qaeda's plan for 9/11, Sending young American Soldiers off to fight a war over oil. Would someone please do something about this guy! Even Gurt would do a better job of leading the American people! And we all know what she is like. Bats and Pencils. That is pretty sad when a deranged pixie bent on the destruction of all could do a better job. Well....please don't come and assassinate me. Remember I have the Three G pixies, plus Anastasia, who is just about ready to burst. And of course there is Nicholas, who thinks he's Ghandi. Whatever. Nice unhappy life. Gustafer? GUSTAFER! Put that chair down, no I don't want to be turned into stone, or a chair, or a snaaaaaaAAAAAAAKE! no down! Down! There you go, now take this HA!
Good. One down, two to go. Now off to Abu Dhabi once again for you. B-Bye!
Ciao to all of you's!
ps: Sorry, still too tired to mentally think properlly, if it doesn't make sense, read previous blogs, may help to answer questions.

Higgitus Figgitus

*Higgitus Figgitus Hockety Pock*
Hum de dum dum dum
What to write...
i dunno...
Wherever
did
that
fishy
go?
Ickity Uckity Bickity Buck
It is time to go and eat some lunch

C R A Z Y

C R A Z Y

Gravity is a myth
There is nothing there, you only imagine it is there
Here comes the Bimbo Blond
I need a hug :(
Hmmm...
Mustn't Kill Family, Mustn't kill Father, Ah Fcuk it, I'ma getting the frying the pan
Bubbles
Bubbles and Pop
Tiddly Winks
Smite me oh mighty Smiter
Jellicle cats are queens of the night, singing at astronomical heights
Hard as lightning soft as candle light
Dare you trust the Music of the Night!
For every Job that's created there's an element of fun
And then Snap! The jobs a game!
Thank you to Mary Poppins...ah ha ah ha ah ha
I love to Laugh
Give yourself over to Absolute pleasure, 29 years of it and counting
Creature of the night
We're all gonna die of brain cancer
I hate toe hair
Ewwwww...if only
Pickles were orange
and penguins could fly
if sheep could talk
and tea cozies walk
then this blogg
would belong to a tree
but hence it belongs to rugo
see?
I can see its a miracle!
How the heck did I possibly live to see the age of majority?
I should have died a long time ago. Hmmm
Makes you wonder, makes you think
A caterpillar and a spider turned my screws a little tighter.
What we do in life echoes for eternity.
People always want to know what I am thinking,
This is perhaps the closest thing ever to that
Wow, I must be in a generous mood today
Normally I would never even consider giving such a privelage to somebody
Hmmm...Gustafer, get down from there right this moment
I hate doing the dishes
I think it is time to shake me all night long
ew that sounded really gross
i did not mean it that way though
wow
I have always wondered what would happen
How in the hell would you ever know
The Chaos theory
I assume nothing, and neither should you
You are soo full of shyte
You despicable Chaotic pathetic squirming kinda thing
Chaos, that is Chaos
This is organized Chaos
Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos Chaos
Time to die
No, not yet
When I said that I should die a bachelor, I did not think I would live long enough to see the day I get married
Yes
Thank you to Shakespeare
Fast Runner
Fast Runner
Road Runner
Road Runner
Quite the Weekend
Yes
No?
Maybe so
I don't know
The whole carb diet is a huge marketing scheme.
Pish Posh...it does not make me like Monday Mornings
Only 124,978,632 seconds left top live. Never enough time oi!
What to do
God Bless you please Mrs. Robinson
Who does Jesus love more than she'll know?
Yes...the Machine that goes BING is now fully operational
No Shit Shirlock
-Keep digging Watson
Thanks Tips!
Enough
of
this
random
rambling
thank you
ever so much
Ciao, for now!

Don't dream it, Be it! (Part One apparently)

There comes a point in time when everyone has to decide what to do with their lives. And unfortunately it comes too early for many of us. How are we to know what we want to do for the rest of our lives at 17 or 18? I mean seriously, it has been proven that the body does not fully mature until we are around 25 years old. Ai Caramba! But really, it is very much a shock to be dropped into the real world after being sheltered and mostly looked after for 18 years. But I guess that is the time that has been agreed upon by the slave masters. But like, what if everyone went after their dreams unhindered? And they didn't have to take secondbest becuase their marks weren't the greatest? How many more Einstein's (Who Failed School) would we have? How many more Mozarts, or Picasso's would we have? How about Le Corbousier or Jude Law? But really. How much greater would the world be if we were allowed to pursuit our love, our passions? How much more creative we would be. How much more colourful the world would be. Think of the music that could lift our souls and proclaim how powerful the human spirit is, that we are missing. How about the art hanging on gallery walls. How many are we missing. Perhaps if people were allowed to choose by their passion, there would be some great pieces of art hanging in Germany signed by a man named Adolph Hitler, and perhaps some event known as the Holocaust would ever have ever made its way into the book of Human Atrocities. There are all of these What Ifs? In every day of life that question is begging to be asked. Whar if I ask her out? What if I cheat on this test? What if I carry this person's books? What if I invite this guy out for a game of 21? All of these different situations, and the what if? But unfortunately we will never know the answers to these questions. We are to scared to ask them or carry through with them. But yes, it is too late to delve too deeply into this kinda of a pondering tonight, so I must bid adieu to you and you and you...so goodnight, and yes, I will carry this thought forwards. But we need to stop caring if something has already been said before and just jump into it. Just do it as the old Nike saying says. So honestly we should make a pact with ourselves to not just dream, but to be it! Yes. Just be it! Bon Nuit! Ciao!