Monday, December 12, 2005

Once again, Friendships are a two way street.

So, this is an entry dedicated to dear sweet Mala.

She is hitting the high road outta Calgary come January.

Will I miss her?


I dunno what it is, we had a lot of good times together, and then to hear her rant on the phone to me tonight about how everyone has ditched her, well, it kinda hit home I guess. I dunno. I mean apparently I am not the only one who has canceled on her.

I mean for me, at least I had some viable excuses, for example no gas (she is just learning this herself with her car) which was the biggest one. I mean I haven't seen Dena as nearly as much as I did before but at least Dena is understanding! I mean fuck, I don't have transit! If I dun have gas, I don't go out, hell I have missed class because I haven't had enough gas to go to school.

But to hear that she is leaving. Well, that was saddening, and suddenly a giant weight fell o n my back. Like I feel as though I could have prevented this, but I mean, perhaps it is for the best at the same time. But i mean what could I do? honestly. I am pissed at her and sad at the same time. Cuz I feel like I have lost a good friend, but at the same time it strikes me as odd as she has a car herself which means she could have easily come and see me instead of me always seeing her. Mixed emotions, gotta love it.

Anyways, I forgot what I was going to say, once again. Ciao all.