Thursday, September 23, 2004

Smarten up...really

WHY THE HELL DO PEOPLE PUT UP WITH SHIT WHEN THEY DON'T HAVE TO? WHY DO THEY FCUKIN SUBJECT THEMSELVES TO BEATINGS AND HUMILIATION? WHY THE FCUK CAN'T THEY SMARTEN UP AND OPEN THEIR EYES! IF YOU ARE NOT GOING OT HELP YERSELF GET OUT OF A SITUATION, THEN I REALLY COULDN'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU GET BEATEN AGAIN! FUCK YOU I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT! I TRIED AND TRIED TO MAKE YOU SEE, YET YOU SAW YOU DESERVED IT! WHAT DID YOU DO TO DESERVE FIVE HOURS OF YELLING, HUMILIATION, AND HITTING EH? ANSWER ME! YOU CAN'T...NOW THAT IS JUST FUCKING GREAT...GO FUCK YERSELF...seriously...

good fcukin night...ciao

7 Comments:

At 12:56 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ouch... that was kind of harsh. If you were in this person's position, maybe you'd see things differently. She's screwed no matter what she does. It's not like she ever really had a choice. And if someone held you down and forced you to repeat over and over again that you deserve it, then I'd suggest that you just say it and believe it for your fuckin' sake. Maybe she's lost whatever hope she once had. At this point, if she were to make it through the next 24 hours, it would be quite an accomplishment. It's not like she's perfect, she doesn't respect them and she finally did let them know that she hates their fuckin' guts. That didn't exactly do her any good, but at least now it's out in the open; they all hate each other. They told her to pack her bags and leave because she apparently wants to kill them. When she tried to leave they hit her and held me back. She hit back in self-defence but of course, now she was physically abusing them and they could call social services on her ass to get rid of her or just lock her up. There was no winning, so she gave up. She couldn't stop crying, it hurt so much. She eventually tried to leave again and they told her just to let them know what bridge she was going to jump off of so that they could later claim the body. She has no more tears left to shed. She just has to think about the people who actually do suffer every day of their lives. Her life is great compared to theirs. She does this all to herself. She doesn't deserve anyone's pity nor does she want it. It's really not that bad, she's just melodramatic. There are some good things in her life and if she can manage to hold on to them then maybe she'll make it. She already has fucked herself as you obviously know, but she's dealing with it, so let it go. She has nothing left to lose. The end.

 
At 11:01 AM, Blogger Roo said...

yes, well, despite what i said, i will still always be here for you, and there shall always been an open ear...but you do have to help yerself first...you left before, you can leave again...and yes i know i was harsh, but i mean you gave in and that was the last thing i ever wanted to hear out of your mouth. I care about you, I really, honestly do, but there is only so much i can say or do from half way across the continent. But hold onto the good things in your life. There is always hope, despite what you say, you still hope for better, and therefore you should go for it...do carry one, do not give in to them. You are stronger than they are. But why the hell haven't you call social services eh? they can help! Show them the mamrks and the bruises...there is help for you out there, there really is...you just have to reach out for it and grab it...Jen, by doing this it will not show that you are weak, you have been destroyed inside...show them that you are stronger than they are...please...before anything else happens. I don't want to lose you.

 
At 1:23 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

sadly it's easier said than done, the situation is far more complicated than you understand...

 
At 8:29 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I know the person who wrote the original post( and it seems harsh and blunt), but I don't know the second party, but if I may offer my opinion:

The situation that you are in is horrible. No one should have to live through that crap or put up with it. It is entirely your own choice in the what you do about it, but you may want to seek help, either by the use of a crisis hotline, a trusted adult, or counselor. No one deservers to be beaten or abused, you have a right to a safe healthy environment where fear or being hit kicked yelled at for something insignificant. In my opinion it is the person or persons that are beating you that have issues that need to be resolved.

I implore you to get out of the situation and help yourself so that you can start living your life how you want it.

-Dianna

 
At 11:09 AM, Blogger Roo said...

Jen, you have to get out of the situation you aare in right now. You could do it if you really wanted to, yes I know it is easier said then done, but how badly do youo really want to get out? Becuase you already know that their ultimate goal is to see you dead. Get out now. Listen to what Dianna said, really. Besides, yer "parents" are not yer legal guardians anymore. So really, they could be charged with assault, and by the way, you have a deadline. You have two weeks to seek help, or I will begin my email campaign through my relatives in Montreal to alert the proper authorities of the situation you are in...and by the way, that is no joke...

 
At 1:53 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I've finally gotten the situation under control, so you don't have to ever give it a second thought again. Thanks for your concern.

 
At 5:35 PM, Blogger Roo said...

Well, i am glad everything seems to has worked itself out...

 

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